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Fading Memory

【洪】ILHONG 2006. 10. 4. 16:51

I usually thought that sleeping is only to arrange memories in order in case there is a need to recall. And years ago, I set the number of hours required for me to sleep and arrange whatever has been happening to be 2 hours.

But I guess I have to change that.

First thing is that recently, with so many things I have to do,
I have been sleeping around 4 hours per day,
and it's been for several days.

Only just two years ago, sleeping only 4 hours a day is not a problem to me.
But I guess it is now.
I just cannot remember so many things happened past few days.
I mean, I remember if there is a hint,
but I still cannot exactly tell when it happened...
Hmm... and I am a little worried.

The thing is with so many things going on, I don't think I will have time to rest and sleep for some weeks...
Is this memory problem a sign of me getting older or it's just some weird circumstances incurring it... I really do not know.

One thing I know is that I need some slumbers...
Only if I were in the Philippines, at times like this, I can go to sauna and spa,
(Hmm... massage...)
but of course I cannot have that much luxurious life here.
Having an august life is totally over now until I work really, really hard...

Hmm... Time to be productive again...