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TOW Occupied Mind

【洪】ILHONG 2005. 1. 13. 01:17

Right now, I have right to call myself I am very occupied with solving math questions.

I do it at least 6 hours per day...

Oh, I have a good news (as if it's a news for others)...
I sleep during night now!!!
I wake up 8 am, which is incredibly early for me,
and COOK breakfast, and go to gym in the MORNING...
I skip my lunch, because my math solving starts at noon until 6pm including classes if there are any....because I don't listen much during class than solving in my brain anyway...
and then, I come home with growling stomach, and, again, COOK my dinner... then either I rest until I sleep or go to Starbucks for another intenstive session of math problem solving.

I feel very settled and peaceful now, with keeping myself busy and always thinking of something that always makes me happy...happy that I am trying to accomplish something, and I will be accomplish sooner or later (although there are some incredibly abstruse summations in combinatorics I cannot prove, which disheartened me greatly)...

This is happiness for me. I want nothing more and nothing less.
I want to live like this forever, however, I can't, so I will be looking for something I can do that I would enjoy and would be an accomplishment if I finish it. Thought being occupied by a subject all the time is happiness.
It indeed is.