Whenever...

Whenever I am overwhelmed with my pride,
Whenever I am so sure with my idealogies,

I get beaten hard...
So hard that the very ground of my philosophies starts to shake a part.

Now, everything has to begin again.
Which I am so fearful to do...

What if I am wrong?
That means I have to go through everything all over again...

...

Haha, help others? Be someone for others?
Why?

Never mind... something should have been wrong with that philosophy.
Never there was lack of my endeavors, but something went wrong...

Which means the philosophy is wrong.
Very wrong...

...

Can I just stay still?