Come to think of it, I have never looked up "into" the sky recently.
I see morning star[s] during jogging 5 am, but it's because I can see them sparkling without lifting my chin.
While I visited some blogs, they were using the word 한가위, not 추석. Not only blogs, websites and emails I received did. However, I have never really called it 추석. Also, they were all talking of the big full moon. Yes, I know it, but then, I have totally forgotten about it. In fact, I can't remember the last time I saved a few seconds to look up the moon...
I might sound crazy, but looking up the sky makes me feel connected - connected to the universe. I do not know what other people see in sky, and I might sound boring, but I see the universe and stars. It does not matter if it's daytime or night, whether blue sky or [dark] sky - I feel it.
However, recently, I gave myself no such time for it. It does not take a long time to feel that. Also, I can look at the sky anytime, literally anytime, however, I haven't done it much...
Something's definitely changed in my life, and I think it's not good. I will save some time, despite of how turmoil my life goes, to look at the sky. I lost the calmness...
