Everyone has some traits that cannot be changed...
Well, I do not want to say of others now...
Well... This is my own place...
I am a person who takes two years to make a good friends...
When I came here, that's one of the things I really worried...
I never doubted that I would have a really hard time studying...
Since I have set already my mind...
However, it's the social problem that I am always having...
Seriously...
What kind of person takes two years to make friends?
Two years to distinguish who is a friend to be or not...
Well...
I don't know...
I may be talkative now...[Way more than I was 5 years ago]
However, my nature remains the same...
My conscience and conscious logic has been the same... Maybe even getting firmer everyday for last 3 years...
There still be some conflicts with my conscience that is crying out to me to help people and my rational reasons that gives me logical choices... but I am always good in staying on the thin line whenever I have to be...
But I still end up expecting too much from people...
I sometimes forget that people around me are not the ideal people I imagine them to be...
I sometimes forget that I am all alone...
I sometimes forget that my openness is always an opportunity for someone to use me...
It happens all the time...
Well, almost all the time...
There really are a few people who fits my idea of real human beings...
My "friends"...
Because of them, I can still live and have nice things to reminisce...
