For my entire life, I don't think I have ever been this much aware that I am alone.
2010 is a weird year.
Or is this how I understand my desire to be with someone?
'Daily Words'에 해당되는 글 571건
- 2010.05.16 Being Aware
- 2010.05.14 14th Day of Months
- 2010.05.05 Emotional Honesty
I was recently told by JYK that Koreans named every 14th day of month for something.
I thought that was a great marketing scheme; very pathetic and childish.
When I first saw it, I had an automatic smirk on my face.
But not so much now.
Hey, you know what...
It's nice to have some stupid reason to give something to someone that'd make two people happy: both giving and receiving parties.
Of course, I prefer non-occasional surprises more.
But I kinda get why some people would keep such custom now.
Today was a rose day.
There is one thing about living alone: I can be true to myself at home all the time.
It actually works, because I don't lie.
I don't tell the whole truth, but I don't lie.
But because of lack of events that induce emotional volatilities as a result of being by myself,
I also get too used to being nonchalant as well.
I might have lost generally perceived ways to react once a certain emotion occurs within.
Sometimes, I stay as nonchalant as I am used to.
But I also get too honest to it as well.
Just thought about it on my drive to work this morning.
